For unknown reasons that feelings always haunted me down sometimes I just need a break for everything, it seems every step on a ladder take me now
here but down, everything has an end at some point, letting go the things doesn’t mean I can forget and will remember, you always leave marks in a place of my heart wherever I go or been through it will stay at somehow.
“The way you looked at me it is always told me that I can make it through in this life.”
In between the dark world we live in, there is another perception as it divided into two,
The home I know it seems too far, the people I know are always different, and it always seems as it is, no matter what will happen I always engulfed by the things that
I couldn’t reach or imagined before.
Somehow that things taught me a thing or two, I just close my eyes when I am in doubt, let it break as it slipped away, let it hollow as it still remains, and let it fall as it has broken.
“I lay here amongst the loneliness and sadness as I remember all the things that we used to be.”
As the day passed by and tomorrow is another day, it seems that every step on the ladder takes me nowhere but down. Sometimes I feel our love is like a crime, I remember when you were mine. I got to be your lovers, honey I wish I had more time to fix the things that left behind. At least I tried, it’s only for you and because of you.
“The worst thing in this life is when the situation has changed and all you can do is nothing.”
As I lay here to standing by, to sing another lullaby before seas between us roar drifted us apart I want to be a prayer that never drifted towards you. I want to be a poem that never obsolete to read. As the rainfalls and the windows weep, I want to be a book that never stops tell you a story before you sleep.
“I want to stay but it is time to bid you sweet adieu because there is another world you living tonight.”
After all, I tried so hard to find your presence as it echoing on my mind even thou I keep running away, at some point, clouds have always engulfed the shadow, They say drink cheers to yesterday and maybe, you’ll drink those tears away, they are not gonna lie about that, yet I lost it with myself as I looked my face on the mirror, as I sit here with a bottle of wine and three cigarettes on an ashtray, the clock is ticking as it say give the time some time while my eyes closed memories take me for a ride, yesterday is gone tomorrow may never come, and life is short so many deeds that left undone, so many words that left unsaid and that’s how it is.
“it is what it is and it is not what it is not”